Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
When it's over I'll let you know.

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times.

She couldn't believe how happy I was when I got home
She said I was different
And now it seems as if that happiness may have dissipated far more quickly than it took to achieve
I'm not sure how much longer I can do this.

For everything my sanity, my happiness is worth.

And I was thinking today, how grateful I am for the very few non judgmental friends I have. For every decision I've made, the choices and the consequences have always been mine. And they've seen me through the hard times, without a word.

Like I've said, I'm very aware of the consequences of the choices I make, but sometimes I may not be smart enough to choose otherwise. Regardless, these choices are mine and only mine. Your job is simply to be my friend, that choice has always and will always be solely yours. And I will react accordingly.

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